November turned in December. December became January. Then February. March… they were quiet months. I spent my time with family and close friends. Eventually I was able to stop myself from thinking about Mom and Bear. Just block it completely. I only allowed myself to think about them when I was feeling strong. And only little amounts of time, they I would close the door in my mind, and do something else.
April brought spring – new beginnings. Thank God winter was over. I finished my childrens book, and began to work on a book I´ve been writing for 7 years. I was stuck and didn´t know which way to go with it, but when the unmarked graves in the residential schools were discovered, I knew the direction I wanted to take. So I began researching and working on my book again.
I also decided that I needed to learn how to produce my own songs. So I purchased a computer, speakers – everything I need to do that. Once my book is done, I´m going to start learning how to produce music.
And this brings me to today. July 25, 2021. Today I´m going to decide which platform I want to use to publish my ebook. Then I´m going to work on my other book.